Lost Time
One thing I have learned since becoming a mom is to cherish every second I have with my son Gideon. It was only 15 months ago that he was born and he has already gotten so big. Gideon at 7 months. Those days when he was so tiny, I know I won't get them back. Those were scary times but I sure miss them. I view time in a whole new light. Life is short. Time passes by so much faster the older you get. I wonder to myself where does the time go? Looking back at old photos and videos and remembering that moment, realizing you won't get to relive that moment ever again. It's almost overwhelming when you really think about it. I've thought so many times how I want him to stay this little always. Because one day he won't need me anymore. Becoming a mother is more fulfilling than I ever thought. Gideon was only 5 or 6 days old here. Dehydrated and tired. When I was younger I used to think about having kids. Every fantasy was full of selfish objections. I
