Aleah is Pregnant!
If you were to come to me a year ago today and tell me that Donald Trump would be our president this year I would have called bullshit. If you were to tell me that on that same day I would find out I was pregnant I would have laughed in your face. But that is exactly what happened...
I'm going to dive right in here. I've never been one to sugar coat things so you are going to hear all the gory details. I want to put this all down in writing because I feel like it will help me through it. I've never wanted kids. Anyone who knows me knows this. This pregnancy scares the hell out of me. I feel deep down that I already knew weeks ago. I was just avoiding it. It hasn't totally set in all the way for me yet. Once it does I don't know if I will cry, scream or get really excited.
On Monday November 7th I took a pregnancy test and it was difficult to read. The line was faint so we wrote it off as defective. Bryan went out and bought a name brand one to be safe. I waited until the next morning, Tuesday November 8th, and peed on the stick. Bryan told me that Trump won. I told him I was for sure pregnant. We were both shocked and speechless. We were both happy Hillary hadn't won because that would have thrown both of us into a deep depression. That woman is as evil as you can get. Trump is just an idiot and I hope he doesn't screw things up too much.Though I'm sure he will *eye-roll*. Hillary would have made things a hundred times worse for all Americans.
The morning sickness has been going on for at least a month and a half now. I thought it was my digestion because I had been doing cleanses and detoxing. Nope. I haven't been vomiting, just feeling really icky to my stomach most of the time. It really sucks.
I know that it's normal to pee a lot, but I didn't know that I would be pooping as much as I have. Four times a day! Not complaining but it is weird.
I've been having the oddest dreams lately. Last night I had a dream that I had a huge penis. It was hard and I was trying to find Bryan because I wanted to have sex really bad. Once I found him we did it like it wasn't totally fucked up that I had a penis. LOL, I took it as a sign. Maybe I have a tiny penis inside of me. Though we both are hoping for a little girl.
I've been sleeping like the dead every night lately. I am tired all the time and also hungry all the time. A week ago I was shopping and grabbed two jars of pickles. Not something I normally do. Now it makes perfect sense!
I just feel off. Not myself. I've been very lazy, the house is a mess and I have not the energy to clean it.
I believe we conceived two months ago. Right before we went on our trip to Florida. I believe this because I have been charting my cycles. We had sex two days before my peak day of ovulation. Sperm can survive for up to 5 days after sex so the day we conceived was my peak day of ovulation. Also the day I should have started my period was the first day we got to our hotel in Florida. That never happened.
I am prone to lose my periods when I am really stressed out. I was very stressed right before our trip and right after our trip. So I just assumed it was stress related and didn't think much of it. It wasn't until the morning sickness started that I started to wonder if I might be prego. I know I should have taken a test sooner. I must have been avoiding it. The crazy mood swings should have given it away also. Well here I am pregnant and scared.
I'm glad this happened when I have already started a healthier diet. I am just going to step it up and eat even more healthy. Fruits and vegetables every day!
I'm going to dive right in here. I've never been one to sugar coat things so you are going to hear all the gory details. I want to put this all down in writing because I feel like it will help me through it. I've never wanted kids. Anyone who knows me knows this. This pregnancy scares the hell out of me. I feel deep down that I already knew weeks ago. I was just avoiding it. It hasn't totally set in all the way for me yet. Once it does I don't know if I will cry, scream or get really excited.
On Monday November 7th I took a pregnancy test and it was difficult to read. The line was faint so we wrote it off as defective. Bryan went out and bought a name brand one to be safe. I waited until the next morning, Tuesday November 8th, and peed on the stick. Bryan told me that Trump won. I told him I was for sure pregnant. We were both shocked and speechless. We were both happy Hillary hadn't won because that would have thrown both of us into a deep depression. That woman is as evil as you can get. Trump is just an idiot and I hope he doesn't screw things up too much.Though I'm sure he will *eye-roll*. Hillary would have made things a hundred times worse for all Americans.
The morning sickness has been going on for at least a month and a half now. I thought it was my digestion because I had been doing cleanses and detoxing. Nope. I haven't been vomiting, just feeling really icky to my stomach most of the time. It really sucks.
I know that it's normal to pee a lot, but I didn't know that I would be pooping as much as I have. Four times a day! Not complaining but it is weird.
I've been having the oddest dreams lately. Last night I had a dream that I had a huge penis. It was hard and I was trying to find Bryan because I wanted to have sex really bad. Once I found him we did it like it wasn't totally fucked up that I had a penis. LOL, I took it as a sign. Maybe I have a tiny penis inside of me. Though we both are hoping for a little girl.
I've been sleeping like the dead every night lately. I am tired all the time and also hungry all the time. A week ago I was shopping and grabbed two jars of pickles. Not something I normally do. Now it makes perfect sense!
I just feel off. Not myself. I've been very lazy, the house is a mess and I have not the energy to clean it.
I believe we conceived two months ago. Right before we went on our trip to Florida. I believe this because I have been charting my cycles. We had sex two days before my peak day of ovulation. Sperm can survive for up to 5 days after sex so the day we conceived was my peak day of ovulation. Also the day I should have started my period was the first day we got to our hotel in Florida. That never happened.
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| The little heart is the day we had sex and the vertical green line is the peak day. The day we conceived. |
I am prone to lose my periods when I am really stressed out. I was very stressed right before our trip and right after our trip. So I just assumed it was stress related and didn't think much of it. It wasn't until the morning sickness started that I started to wonder if I might be prego. I know I should have taken a test sooner. I must have been avoiding it. The crazy mood swings should have given it away also. Well here I am pregnant and scared.
I'm glad this happened when I have already started a healthier diet. I am just going to step it up and eat even more healthy. Fruits and vegetables every day!
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